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I wasn’t afraid of death. How could I be? I lived under death’s shadow every day. When you swallow eighty Vicodin, twenty sleeping pills, drink a bottle of vodka, and still survive, a certain sense of invulnerability stays with you. When you continually use drugs with the kind of reckless determination that I did, the limit to how much heroin or crack you can ingest is not defined in dollar amounts, but in the amounts your body can withstand without experiencing a seizure or respiratory failure. Yet at the end of every binge, every night of lining up six, seven, eight crack pipes and hitting them one after the other bam! bam! bam! every night of smoking and snorting bag after bag of heroin . . . after all of that, when you still wake up to see the same dirty sky over you as the night before, you start to think that instead of dying, maybe your punishment is to live---to be stuck in this purgatory of self-abuse and misery for an eternity. Sometimes you start to think that death would come as a blessed relief. Toward the end, I found myself contemplating death again. Only this time I wasn’t going to leave it to chance. I was going to buy a gun, load the thing, place the barrel in my mouth, and blow my fucking brains out. I sat on my parents’ sofa as I pondered this. All I needed was a gun. And then all-- of my problems-- would be solved.

"During the 1980s discourse concerning child sexual abuse became central to the US/UK media, and in the 1990s popular culture frequently took child sexual abuse as a subject for representation ... Pervasive Perversions analyses a range of media and popular culture texts concerned with child sexual abuse." -- p. 4 of cover.

Celebrity, Pedophilia, and Ideology in American Culture reveals the connections between rapacious capitalism and the rape of children. The twenty chapters, which span the analysis of childhood, celebrity culture, important books and films on pedophilia and violence, post-9/11 theology and public rhetoric, and killing for fame, in an interrelated fashion cover intrinsically important areas of ideology. The book develops detailed theoretical insights in cultural theory and philosophy. With the economic meltdown of the first decade of the twenty-first century, we are witnessing the inability of the free market to cope with our contemporary world, which is not limitless, in terms of knowledge and the power of science to dominate the material world and resources. Child sexual abuse here functions as a metaphor for the rapacious attack on the planet, which knows no limit penetrating everything, even--and most especially--the weakest form, at every opportunity, corrupting the future. The pervasiveness of child sexual abuse, for many, cannot be argued with, and, in a postmodern world where truth is anathema, it offers a form of truth and is concerned with the absolute limit. Stimulating, suggestive, and sometimes provocative, the capaciousness of these essays will inform everyone interested in the media, popular culture, theory and theology, politics, and the zeitgeist. Celebrity, Pedophilia, and Ideology in American Culture is an important book for all media studies, popular culture, cultural theory, and American studies collections.

This timely book takes an original transnational approach to the theme of Nazism and neo-Nazism in film, media, and popular culture, with examples drawn from mainland Europe, the UK, North and Latin America, Asia, and beyond. This approach fits with the established dominance of global multimedia formats, and will be useful for students, scholars, and researchers in all forms of film and media. Along with the essential need to examine current trends in Nazism and neo-Nazism in contemporary media globally, what makes this book even more necessary is that it engages with debates that go to the very heart of our understanding of knowledge: history, memory, meaning, and truth.

Lost Passports is a collection of poetry.

Blighted by a neck injury at a young age, sports superstar Jason Peter was forced to retire prematurely. In just a few short years, Peter''s brilliant career was in ruins as he found himself consumed by painkillers, then crack and finally heroin. His addiction transformed him from a pumped-up athletic gladiator to a small, wispish shell of his former self. In Millionaire Junkie, Peter tells of the lost days and nights spent prowling the streets of Manhattan, flying cross-country with high-class call girls and doing piles of heroin and cocaine. It is a visceral, ragged-edged story of true glory, self-destruction, addiction and, finally, redemption.

A volume of current poetry by Jason Goodman. All of the material is less than 5 years old and written solely for this volume old work.

Desperate to regain his family''s fortune lost centuries ago when the English invaded, the mayor of Tenerife''s capital Santa Cruz goes into business with the English criminal underworld. When Lisa Fenton''s partner Nathan disappears the conclusion is that this is yet another lost Englishman who has got his comeuppance. Lisa is visited by Julia and they find themselves in the trap of a racket as more and more bodies are discovered from several places of Tenerife.

The primary objective of the present study was to examine the effects of three resistance training programs that varied in either inter-set rest interval length or volume of training on the development of strength and muscle fiber size. Male subjects with a minimum of 1- year of regular resistance training experience were randomly assigned to one of three, 8- week training groups. The first set of all three programs was similar in that 10 repetitions to failure were performed. In program A (n=5) the load (78% 1-RM) remained constant for all subsequent sets. Program B (n=7) also used a constant load (80% 1-RM), however the rest interval was reduced from 3 minutes (as in Program A) to 1 minute. Subjects in this group performed additional sets to equate training volume with Program A. The training load for Program C (n=7) was progressively reduced (80% to 70% 1-RM) before each subsequent set to ensure the completion of 10 repetitions. Therefore, the volume performed was greater than that of Programs A and B. Single arm elbow flexion 1-RM increased by 12.3 +/- 3.5% in Program A, 16.5 +/-3.5% in Program B, and 14.1 +/- 4.7% in Program C. Gains in 10-RM equaled 16.3 +/-4.1%, 18.0 +/- 5.0% and 13.9 +/- 3.1% for Programs A, B and C, respectively. Although these increases in strength were significant (p

The current paradigm in the lens distortion characterization industry is to use simple radial distortion models with only one or two radial terms. Tangential terms and the optimal distortion centre are also seldom determined. Inherent in the models currently used is the assumption that lens distortion is radially symmetrical. The reason for the use of these models is partly due to the perceived instability of more complex lens distortion models. This dissertation shows, in the first of its three hypotheses, that higher order models are indeed beneficial, when their parameters are determined using modern numerical optimization techniques. They are both stable and provide superior characterization. Although it is true that the first two radial terms dominate the distortion characterization, this work proves superior characterization is possible for those applications that may require it. The third hypothesis challenges the assumption of the radial symmetry of lens distortion. Building on the foundation provided by the first hypothesis, a sample of lens distortion models of similar and greater complexity to those found in literature are modified to have a radial gain, allowing the distortion corrections to vary both with polar angle and distance from the distortion centre. Four angular gains are evaluated, and two provide better characterization. The elliptical gain was the only method to both consistently improve the characterization and not ''skew the corrected images. This gain was shown to improve characterization by as much as 50% for simple (single radial term) models and by 7% for even the most complex models. To create an undistorted image from a distorted image captured through a lens which has had its distortion characterized, one needs to find the corresponding distorted pixel for each undistorted pixel in the corrected image. This is either done iteratively or using a simplified model typically based on the Taylor expansion of a simple (one or two radial coefficients) distortion model. The first method is accurate yet slow and the second, the opposite. The second hypothesis of this research successfully combines the advantages of both methods without any of their disadvantages. It was shown that, using the superior characterization of high order radial models (when fitted with modern numerical optimization methods) together with the ''side-effect undistorted image points created in the lens distortion characterization, it is possible to fit a reverse model from the undistorted to distorted domains. This reverse characterization is of similar complexity to the simplified models yet provides characterization equivalent to the iterative techniques. Compared to using simplified models the reverse mapping yields an improvement of more than tenfold - from the many tenths of pixels to a few hundredths.

In this thesis we investigate coupled microsphere cavities in search of optical transport between spherical resonators. The structures were obtained using techniques of self-assembly and micromanipulation of microspheres. Spectroscopic techniques with high spatial resolution were employed to detect the optical transport in bispheres and multiple sphere chains of microspheres. The studies of systems of bispheres showed that the characteristic distances of optical coupling are ̃0.7(mu)m, consistent with lengths of optical tunneling of whispering gallery modes (WGMs) loosely confined in individual microspheres. The studies of multiple sphere chains with size disorders (̃1% diameter) revealed optical propagation effects on significantly longer scales (2(mu)̃20(mu)m). The results indicate the existence of non-resonant coupling between detuned spherical resonators.